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Hey. I'm sorta... bleh right now. Sorta wanted to give an update on stuff.

- Started a new DnD campaign yesterday and (as with most games) am not liking how the RP of my character is going. Firstly, there's a character with very similar stats who is also in the game, which makes it sort of tough to break up tasks that could be done by either of us (ergo, I don't get to do a lot of the stuff that I want to). I'm sort of tempted to kill this character off. I don't know what my deal is with not being able to stick with things. It seems like every time I create an interesting, unique character, they always fall back into the same... personality (mine).

- I'm investigating purchasing property in the Bay Area, but the whole prospect has become very daunting and depressing. Not because the process itself is 'hard', but because the odds are very much against me in this game. I think it's going to come down to either having the luck of the Irish or ending up finding a roommate. Because the alternative would be living 'too far' away. So this would be a battle between how stressful a roommate would be vs. how stressful a long commute would be. Yeah, rock and hard place. Boohoo. Poor me.

- I'm just in a slump today. It's gray out. I'm trying to pick at things to be happy about, but I can't find anything. Cats; I guess cats are awesome. Hmm, coffee is good. Um, I am thankful that last night didn't create a mental blowout, as it often does. I have a job! I have a place to live.