Still alive

But life kinda sucks right now. Getting better? No, not really. Getting worse? Not that either. Oh hey, got a haircut, but haven't taken a picture yet. Compelled by nose rings lately, but would be stoned to death by mother if I got one. Also, don't think I'm cool enough to get one anyway. Pretty indifferent towards everything right now (with a few exceptions). Trying to clean super dirty/old apartment.. seems the more I clean, the more dirty areas I find. No end to it. Progress very slow and depressing. Pretty sure crazy neighbor lady is stalking me. Pretty sure people upstairs are jumping up and down all the time. Tired of living out of boxes. Running out of clean clothes, but too afraid to go to laundry room because crazy lady might be there waiting. Feel bad for calling her crazy lady. That'll surely be me in 5 years.